I got an email from someone asking me what the
poem I posted yesterday meant. I'll go ahead and explain from my point of view, but seriously, I'm fine with whatever anyone gets out of it.
I came up with the concept for the poem in darker days when I was really fenced in, but it's not a dark poem. It's based on a pastime of mine where I like to lay on my back in fields and stare up at the sky and imagine that I'm really looking down on an ocean that I can just fall into. It's something I've always remembered doing. I also wanted to play with the idea that up is sometimes down and blah, blah, literary crap.
Talking about oneself is
always a little awkward. You either sell yourself short or come off sounding like a raging egomaniac. It's also not very honest — I'm both self-deprecating
and a raging egomaniac. So I probably won't explain things very much in the future, just put them out there.
Plus, if I stop to think about anything I have to say, I'm running a real risk.
Oscar Levant once said to
George Gershwin: "Tell me, George, if you had to do it all over again, would you still fall in love with yourself?"
Yes, yes I would (egomaniac). The only problem is that I'm a neglectful lover (self-deprecating).
Labels: love, poems